don't worry. i'm not even listening

i am so bored... what the hell am i supposed to do with myself.. amanda invited me for a movie on sunday.. but i'm not sure if i can go..but i already promised her.. ARGHHHH!!!! so screwed...i really don't know what i should do i mean yeah shure, i REALLY want to go but ms beh is in a really bad mood and if i flake off of something...T_T making decisions are hard.. no wonder i rarely make them...

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does that mean i'm a PUSHOVER???