don't worry. i'm not even listening

i am so bored... what the hell am i supposed to do with myself.. amanda invited me for a movie on sunday.. but i'm not sure if i can go..but i already promised her.. ARGHHHH!!!! so screwed...i really don't know what i should do i mean yeah shure, i REALLY want to go but ms beh is in a really bad mood and if i flake off of something...T_T making decisions are hard.. no wonder i rarely make them...

...

does that mean i'm a PUSHOVER???

truly depressing

i hvae just received the horrible horrible news...
I HAVE TO WAKE UP AT 7.30 TOMORROW MORNING!! oh the horror. THE HORROR!!!! nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu... sigh... that's it for now..

hope the ppl who attend the concert appreciate the door gifts we made... ALOT OF EFFORT YA KNOW????

on a completely unrelated matter, I WANNA WATCH QUARANTINE!! and BOLT. and DIARY OF THE DEAD [or something like that] and um... well.. i/... OH and TWILIGHT!!! but i still do not approve Robert Pattinson playing edward. that is NOT right.

weird.... hey what isnt?

you know what's the bad thing about leaving the phone in your room over night?
1. the batteries run out so you can't really use it.
2.when someone calls you practically jump over all the furniture to get to the base and it won't be there.
3. when you finally run to your room, the ringing either would have stopped or you've found out the batteries dead.
4.then you'd have to run all the way back out into your mothers room and hopefully get it there.
5.that. is tiring. and it happens on a day to day basis.

i mean yeah sure, i know it's bad, and i know it's annoying cause hello.. day to day basis.. but i don't remember...T_T either that or i just get to lazy... damn.. i really suck... oh well that stopped bothering me last year. haha.

have you ever heard of a guy called yann tiesen?? well he's a composer.. and he has some realy nice songs... kenzo asked some of us to watch a video yesterday on youtube.. then, i thought it was a little weird .. i mean the video. not the song. the song is nais.. but now when i watched it again, the video just seemed really sad.. go check it out. oh and the charactors [seeing as they are in fact 3-d people and not humans] look really creepy. ish. i don't know. just go check.

yann tiersen [life is a song] or comptine d'un autre ete... yess it's french!!!^^

weirdest dream last night.. recently i found my old friends site and last night, i dreamt we went out.. it was very very weird.. and we actually had lots of fun... mind you i havent met this girl ever since standard three... which brings me to a question. are we going to have a reunion for the sri kdu people again next year??? i hope so!! then i can try to kick gary's butt at bowling again.. muahahaha. well actualy not really if i try to win, i'll suck.. a lot. as in gutter ball gutterbal and need i say more gutterball.. but when i get annoyed and well, give up, i miraculously get strikes. MUAHAHAHAHA. luck is an AWESOME thing. this is how i roll. hahaha. not even sure how that applies.

last night amanda and i were talking .. just cause.. and it seemed like she forgot how to talk openly and at that time i was fueled on CHOCOLATE!!! haha. and then we finally led ourselves to the subject of lyen and selena probably going to singapore next year so i was like..

parts of the conversation that i can remember.

"wouldn't it be great if we could go to singapore??? we'd like.. make new friends and like a whole new identity.. omg!! And on our last day here we could act like total nut jobs.. oo.. that would be FUN!"
"okay. i agree on the identity thing... but yeah. i was just going to say that.."
"haha. well i always wanted to like go somewhere new where no one really knew me.. cause when i was younger, i was like.. really quiet and stuff.." but it was true...
and when i said that. AMANDA BURST OUT LAUGHING. WHAT'S SO FUNNY??? what?? i'm so noisy now is that it???... ... ... okay fine. she has a point there. CURSE YOU AMANDA! I WILL FIND A REASON TO ARGUE WITH YOU AND WIN ONE DAY!! mahahaha.[okay i have officially lost my mind.... if i ever had it that is.] niways, off to piano class. bye^^

the home? overdue and incomplete report.

decided very suddenly to post some of the pictures that were taken at the home.. haha. too bad no one got a shot of hong ling and i standing together.. haha. oh well, maybe it's cause we were like basically hiding from the camera .

pictures i got at tze wei's site. of... the kids at the home.. they are so cute.



this is the "obama" // Roslina like.. hitting [haha!] on kenzo. he's looking at the window cause everyone was like laughing at him[well sort of anyway] and in the last picture he's actually sort of facing the camera cause everyone stopped laughing except for me and i was sort of in the direction of the camera..

why didn't they get any shots of Roslina hanging around me?? she was like staring at me for so long and stuff and i remember jie eu said something but now i have no proof of anything!! noooooooooo...

it's like we weren't even thee. actually they did take some pictures with me in the car but i look like a goon in all of them so i'm not going to put them up haha.

i feel childish[that's probably because i am]

today i saw a cloud shaped like an ice cream cone. yeah. from the balcony window. it had a cherry on top. haha...

clearly, this would answer the question " do you stare at the sky obsessively and point out oddly misshappened clouds?"

i gess some things NEVER change. got bored last night and started trying to remember my facebook pass word[since i haven't accessed it in like.. a really long time probably last year] and yeah. i still use the same password that i used in primary school. pathetic. haha. still. at least i got in. and since i was so bored, i started looking at my friends friends and i found like.. some of my old friends and best friends and guy friends from primary.. they look SO different. i spent about 1/2 hour looking at their albums. [i'm such a stalker haha.]

i couldn't find my old best friends one though.. sigh. ohw ell. what was i going to do with it after i got it anyway?

BREAK OUT!

was thinking about nothing actually and suddenly remembered this thing vuhnessie and i did at zozo's[EXPLODY BUTT!!] house last time we were there. everytime we couldn't think of an excuse we'd go like " i dunno.because" pause for dramatics and run our fingers through our fringe and toss our head back like retards "i'm//we're HOTT." i think that was the lamest things i've ever did with my buddies. buddy actually.. and i've done some pretty lame things.. haha.well that's just what makes me me. we probably looked like we were having seizures though.

so if alyssa clones suddenly take over the earth, just look for the really lame one and that'll be me. sigh. ah well.

AAAAH!!! TOMORROW[today actually] NEEDA GO TO MS BEH'S TO PRACTICE THE DUET WITH MEI YEN AT 9.00 IN THE MORNING!! THAT'S SO FREAKING OUTRAGEOUS!!! 9.00!! IT'S LIKE THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT. haha. just joking. i'll just have to wake up at 8.45 grab breakfast and sprint over to ms beh's haha. i'll probably make it on time.. i mean i live like... barely 2km away[totally an estimation. i'm not even sure how long that is haha.]then have to stay till 6 pm to teman mei yen..T_T.. ah well, it's still going to be fun.

we don't do any work most of the time anyway.

i'm being lame again!

a typical conversation where i go around annoying people. muahahaha.

lyssa likey says:
whos a pervert?[regarding her display name thingy]
*acidice* says:
guys
*acidice* says:
damn it
lyssa likey says:
who?
*acidice* says:
friends
*acidice* says:
damn it
lyssa likey says:
oo
*acidice* says:
pervert!!!
*acidice* says:
i cannot tahan
lyssa likey says:
gwee's got a BOY FRIEND!!
*acidice* says:
no
lyssa likey says:
yes!
*acidice* says:
no no no
lyssa likey says:
yes yes yes [determined to follow it through]

FIELD TRIP!!

today we [according to time of arrival; ms beh(duhh she lives there), me, hsu wern, wen qi, ms. teoh, hong ling, ..okay you know what? i can't remember the order so screw it. khei qi, khei sze.. khei sze's friend?? jie eu, kenzo, katrina, tze wei...] went to this 'home' in rawang for HIV and women... or something... and it was fun, tze wei, wen qi hsu wern and i sat in ms teoh's car and the rest crammed themselves into ms beh's.

the journey there was fun.. we kept singing like idiots to the music and mumbling when we didn't know the words. tze wei kept asking ms teoh to overtake ms beh's car so she could wave madly at them. each time, only khei qi smiled and entertained us. haha.. nearing the home, there were mostly trees... yeah.. a lot of trees. i considered playing eye- spy but it wouldn't have gone very well. imagine.

"i spy something that starts with the letter t." "tree" "oo.. you're goooddd" "okay my turn. i spy something.. green" "tree?" "ohmigod.. you're like psychic."

so i dismissed the idea. and we talked about crap instead. which was still fun... at the home, there was this dog outside[called TOBY!] and it was kind of big and tze wei, wen qi and hsu wern were like "it's sooo big!!! aaaahhh!!"[okay exaggerating a lot. in reality, they just backed off a bit] i thought it was cute. haha. then when we went in, we met this um... small?? girl called roslina [i suspect she is about 4 or 5.] and she, is so damn cute. she walks like a gangster[ hong ling pointed it out] and likes kenzo. a lot. she kept going near him and staring at him it was soooo funny.. and then since i kept laughing and smiling at her and occasionally asking her questions[which she btw NEVER ANSWERED!!!] she came over and stared at me for a good half minute without saying a single word. cree-py. kenzo was all" thank you^^" EVIL.

the lady in charge [whom we suspect may be a RACECAR DRIVER!! seeing as she keeps speeding up the car and stuff...(long story)] showed us this lady who was in a room by herself. she was like.. emmaciated and had HIV [muh speeling is not so goot] and stuff.. i said "hi" to her but thought i should have said something more cause apparently, she's not going to have long to live.. so yeah.. i felt like talking to her more.. but

WTF ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO SAY TO A PERSON WHO IS GOING TO BE WIPED OFF THE FACE OF THE EARTH???

so i just greeted her and walked off like all the other ppl. the lady in charge then showed us around the house. she showed us this board with umm... the breakfast schedule thingy? and apparently, as in like what we read, they eat cats for breakfast every saturday morning. haha. JIE EU spotted it. and then she pointed it out to just about EVERYONE and the lady was like "haha. no la. it's OATS"[ which made a whole lot more sense than people eating cats for breakfast.had a pretty good laugh though.] then we continued the tour and i basically waved like the complete idiot that i am to every single person in the 'home' and said hi. god.. i bet they thought i was crazy. just can't help myself.

then the other two kids suffering from HIV came back from kindergarten [FRANKIE and FLORINA] they are sooo cute! and florina is like so damn pretty. her eyes are like SO big and we were like talking about it.. a lot. so then ms beh decided she would donate school shoes and uniforms to them. then we went off.

the journey back was a bit dumb. i appointed myself as the 'official monkey spotter' haha. there were a lot. and each time i saw one, i would say " MONKEY!!" like an idiot. then tze wei ponted out. "haha.. li bing..." and obviously. she meant presicely this.

MONKEY=LB..hahahaha..

and then when we went to the indian restaurant, she was like "ms beh! we saw li bing on the road just now.' god. TZE WEI IS SOOO BRAVE!!

then there was this curious cut on her toe and she was like " OMG!! I'M GOING TO GET HIV!! AAAAHHHH!!!" and we were all like " NO LA!!! the infected one needs to bleed then only can la!!!" and we basically spent half the trip back convincing her she wouldn't be infected. [sounds like i'm talking about the black plague.]. and when we reached ms beh's apartment, ms beh had to say " OH NO! TZE WEI! YOU'RE GONNA GET HIV!" of course she was joking but it made tze wei freak out cause apparently words spoken by an adult cancels out those of her buddies.

walked jie eu and kenzo halfway to dominos and bought CANDY!! yay!! embrace the hyperness. well at least i'll be alone. not so bad then. the most damage i'll do is scar my cat for a few weeks. haha.

FREAKY - COOL THING I FORGOT TO MENTION.

today, hong ling and i were wearing orange shirts with the picture of the volkswagon car thingy.. you know the ones you see hippies on tv driving.. it was cool... we were like " omg!" haha.. so coincidental.

MARTIN WAS RIGHT. IT WAS FUN^^.

i'm talking to tong..and several other human beings like... khy...amanda...dickson[who said that ppmr was easy.. WTF??? IS THIS BECAUSE I DIN'T STUDY???] martin... and rueben...

but anyways, tong was like.
- p u i y e e - says:
khy wake up 9 everyday
- p u i y e e - says:
llol
- p u i y e e - says:
n sweep + mop floor
lyssa likey says:
HAHA
lyssa likey says:
i wake up at 11.30 and make lunch
lyssa likey says:
lol
- p u i y e e - says:
woh
- p u i y e e - says:
make lunch?
- p u i y e e - says:
-.-
lyssa likey says:
ahaha
lyssa likey says:
wak up at 11.30 not breakfast already ahaha
- p u i y e e - says:
lol
- p u i y e e - says:
yuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuppppppphorrrrrrrr


I'M SUCH A PIG!! HAHA.. still, being a pig has it's upsides, for example, you can wake up really late and roll around in your mess [no i do not mean shit i mean other stuff like.. well i don't know!]

i've been tagged... again...

10 people i'm tagging :

1. amanda ng
   
2. zoey[although she'll probably never know cause she doesn't visit my blog..MEANIE!]
3. hui yin
4. ee janne
5. rueben
6. khei qi
7. tze wei
8. vuhnessie!!
   
9. shu xian
10. wen qi
    

- Who is no.2 having relationship with?

oo... this is like... SO perfect.. but if i say.. i'll probably get butchered.. but since she doesn't visit this site.. heeeheeehee... okay fine.. at least some discretion.. i'll use funny nick name that only we know about. GAPPY. hahaha..nah.. not so funny like this..T_T this sucks..

- no.3 a male or a female?

girl...do guys have blogs? or if i wrote a guys name.. would they purposefully create a blog to do this?? it boggles the mind.. HA!

- if no.7 and no.10 were together, would it be a good thing?

OMG..i am really good at this random tagging names.. their likee close buddies.. haha... but if this means in a relationship thingy.. no..

- how about no.5 and no.8?

... can you say oh my god??

- what is no.1 studying about?

studying... um... i know!!! MAPLESTORY!!! MUAHAHAHA.

- is no.4 single?

um... uh... i'll ask her at her blog some other time and she'll think i'm a nut job.. haha..

-say something about number 6.

she's nice.. and goes to my piano class..does that count as something?

this may be the funnest[it is SO a word!] tag ever... others are sooo loooooonngggg and boring.. haha.. ish..

i read something just now, it's making me think...[WOW...well actually it's making me ask myself a string of questions...]

do i know where my heart is?

do i know who i am?

did i sell my heart for something better???[probably for food]

but still, even after the thinking... it didn't really help. i mean come on. it got me hungry.. so i've got to go cook... see, now this is why thinking is bad for you. thinking=work=bad. i've got a good philosophy going there.. haha

of paper hearts and shards of glass,

lyss

should i upload the picture drawn using my left hand.. i feel like it.. but i'm really lazy [no surprise there]

it's times like these that make me wish we had a built in scanner in our heads.. or like what khy and i joked about last month. "the screen shot button attached to our brains" god we have got to be the lamest people on earth. we were like saying "ohmigosh! i just took a screen shot of that bush!quick i'll send itto you using my AWESOME telekinesis power.... thingamajig.." well something like that... that was definitely considered fun. well, at least to people like me.

lifeless right now.. on a happier note, happy birthday hsing shan

oh god. i am soooo lifeless..what am i supposed to do with myself?? and oh my god. i had no idea at alll that elisia actually knew my blog... ahahaha..okaty just got back from ms beh's today. honestly, it's like all i ever do is go there now.. and i never meet mei yen there...HOW THE HELL ARE WE GOING TO LIKE... I DON'T KNOW PRACTICE OUR DUET??? THE CONCERT IS COMING..[reminds me of a some guy running around shouting "we're DOOMED!!!" which is actually what i should be doing...] the day my life will either be completely ruined or well actually this part doesn't fit in the sentence but oh well... i guess i'll be happy if it goes well?? the concert thingy i mean.. god.. i better not screw it up..T_T gah.. right now, i am pretty much incapable of forming a coherent sentence or in my case sentences..

have you ever had that feeling where you wanted to explain something to someone but just couldn't find proper words that were actually present in the english language.. i mean come on, this one time when i couldn't think of a way to explain something, i actually said ...well actually i have no idea how to spell it but it sounded a lot like "spur lung kee." ...well, it made perfect sense to me.[not really] but still times like that are really annoying..

today, ms beh got the sring quartet thing together for rehearsal..[god i hope it's called a string quartet.. if it isn't, consider me screwed.. ms beh will kill me for not knowing this already...] they were playing this song that chee earn is convinced is from spirited away... which brings me to anothers tupid question.. DID YOU KNOW THERE WAS A SPIRITED AWAY 2??? i didn't!! ah well. rain check...

oh yeah and jie eu was there too.. she is so cute... and evil. and for some reason , she refuses to stop calling me toasty. sigh. in fact, she keeps telling my buddies at ms behs that my name is toastyy and that i've been lying to everyone... and then wen qi said "hi toasty". if my life were a manga or anime, there would be an arrow with the words "TOASTY" jabbing me in the stomach.

anyways, tze wei and hong ling walked me home today.. i showed them my sketches.. tze wei liked the one i did [this morning?? 2am means what? last night??/ or this morning???] with my left hand.. there are like sooo many lines cause unless you're a lefthander, your left hand is ind of impossible to control... so it actually took me like... i think 40 minutes or so which is much longer than my usual crap but still, glad she liked it..^^ then we played with my cat... haha..

thinking about possible outcomes if i don't practice my duet with mei yen...
not pretty.

ATTENSHUN!!!

you know.. i've been like waiting for the holidays to come ever since february but...now that it's here i have no idea what i'm supposed to do... so i just go on the internet and watch tv all day..

is that healthy?

it so obviously is!!!

unless the person reading this are parents or adults, in which case the answer would be no.

it's sooo boring..hopefully, if i'm lucky, i can go with manda, kathleen.. maybe tong to the bukit kiara club this friday..then we can go bowling!! yay!and hopefully swimming!! i wonder if they have any diving boards.. they look really really fun...haha...okay,

to all LEO members who read my blog[hah!]

this saturday [i think] there will be a halloween party thing at SMK assunta[sorry if i not spell good.] for the orphans or something.. they say we're not allowed to dress up as devils or witches or stuff like that.. i don't know. it's just what i've been told.if you want, you can bring um...ok.. what did she tell me again...[can't remember...] um... bring...oh yeah! you can bring some stuff for the orphans. like... i don't know presents and other stuff.[it's optional though]
if you can only make it later, it's okay. as long as it's before 1 pm. [haha very funny. no, it's pointless if you decide to go at 12.50 or any time between 12.40 to 1.00.].. try and go kay.. unless of course you all don't know where assunta is..[like me!] but according to katrina, you can check it up on the internet or something.. haha i don't know^^ it starts at 10.00 am to 1.00 noon.

understand what i'm talking about?if yes, then good [GO!]. if no, me neither! s it's best to ask katrina hahaha.. don't worry. i'm sure i'll get my sanity back...soon.^^

lyssa