so i just remembered my mum offered to proofread my diaries and check them for spelling mistakes when i was younger. what kind of privacy is that?

my cat.

went for piano class again today. seems like that's all i do nowadays. mei yen was there as usual because we need to practice. i'm rather pleased with timmy's reaction to me now cause instead of ignoring me, he runs up to me and follows me for a little while as opposed to the sniff you get as another person. that dog is so freaking cute. yes not just cute. FREAKING cute.

oh and while we were there, we also helped irene jie jie design and make our instruments of torture that will frankly, also be used on ourselves during li bing's party cause we dont even know what's happening. noooo. i'm not a game master anymore. now i'll have to suffer just like the rest of you people.

chatting with the best bud

she may be getting a laptop. i am going to have to kill that ass. well, at first i was thinking okay nevermind it's okay cause she doesnt have wireless and she said "oh and remember that day you wished my house had wireless? day after that, i got it." . exactly right. my reaction was if i were to put it in terms you could understand would be like if i saw a living breathing dinosaur announcing it was a vegan in perfect english while standing on the last hamburger on earth. yes. completely astounded and like murderous at the same time.

which got me thinking. if i wished for a dodo to magically materialise and step on her. would that happen as well. and of course like other things, realisation dawned. HAD I JUST WASTED MY ONE LIFETIME WISH ON BETTER INTERNET AT HUI YIN'S HOUSE????

evidently, the highness from today still hasn't completely worn off. i blame the idiots i call my friends. they are so fun and just awesome. honestly, you guys rock.

the guys are emoing in my class.

I WAS THERE

vincent ng knows how to sit and be emo without the use of a chair.

today kar yew looked very unhappy and it is sad for me to announce that we [tong and i] may be stalking him a little. we watched him like go into this corner of the class and just sit by himself for like few minutes. he looked so sad. and then when we were like watching him with probably the stupidest look on our faces, he was like 'waave' in a really sad sort of way. hey there are many kinds of waves okay. theres the overly excited to see a person wave, the hi i dont know you but i can still say hi wave, the awkward i dont know what to say to you wave and others like the i'm a mental retardation patient who has just escaped from a mental hospital and am extremely happy to see you wave. which is coincidentally the one that i am most accustomed to performing in everyday life.

then stefan goes and joins kar yew in the corner, he has the last chair. and he pretends to emo like karyew. so funny. by then tong and i were laughing like loons. thennn, vincent ng joined them but he didnt have a chair so he like squashed himself against the wall in a sitting position and pretended he had a chair. very pro. tong and i were very much out of breath.

jenn and i switched rubber bands today. and pn lim showed us pictures of disturbingly featherless chickens. yeah... okay.

and now i will enlighten you all about the rides that are available for use in sunway lagoon. god i love that place.

theres this ride which lets you go round and round. it turns 360 degrees man. yeah, when you're really high and you look down, it's like you're staring straight at the ground. SO AWESOME! i havent been that high 180 degrees before!!! well not upside down anyway. alice then reminded me about the principle of inertia and stuff haha. i was like "wat?". shows how much ive been paying attention in physics.

someones slipper flew out haha. oh and the guy who like works the ride smiles at me a lot cause right after the ride i was like screaming at the top of my voice "OHMYGODD! AGAINAGAINAGAIN!!!! THAT WAS SOOOOO FUNN!!!" and forced everyone [pc, alice, natsu and gwee] to go again with me. haha. sadly, glasses arent allowed so instead of getting 20 seconds or pure awesomeness, i got 20 seconds of awesome blurriness. which you'd have to look at it. it's not the same.

ps: nicky and jenn: i still want popcorn.

pictures

gwee, pc, natsu

me and alice.

pc!

dear amanda ng wen wei.

IF YOU DONT FREAKING DEPRIVATISE YOUR BLOG RIGHT NOW, I AM GOING TO HAVE TO KILL YOU.

that is all. thank you and ahve an awesome day.

japanese people have small feet.

my desk. again.

i am a banana. because i am a chinese and cant speak chinese. and malays who cannot speak malay are called coconuts. note to self. do not make references such as these or to fruit when you are talking to japanese people you've just met. if probably freaks them out. natsumi may be scared of me.

just when i thought the internet couldnt annoy me more, it pulls a huge stunt with led me to sit in front of the computer staring at a blinking green light for 34 minutes 26 seconds. okay fine. i admit i made up the seconds part but it did last for 34 minutes.

today was fun despite the evilness of parents and the internet which at this speed still continues to just suck. didnt go to school today because my mum was in a mood and couldnt pick me up if i stayed back and since that was the whole reason i was going, oh and i also didnt have transport even if i chose to go back on time so it doesnt really make a difference either way.

tong's surprise party was apparently fun. oh well. i cant talk about it cause I WASN'T THERE. anyways, i woke up at 10 because of this stupid internal alarm clock thing and since i had nothing else to do, i began fixing my table and after that a chest of drawers. now after everythings fixed.. its going to be weird not to have to assemble several objects in a day...

at english tuition, i was suddenly reminded that we had a debate to present. topic :should gays be accepted in todays society. i was the "for" or whatever. and i hadn't even prepared one word. but luckily, i was the last speaker and i had a little while to think a little. if they had spoken longer i probably would have had more time. but thank god, everyone didnt really know how to do a debate either so they were suckish too. but i wish they took longer. so as they were talking i realised something very important.

I DIDNT HAVE THE SLIGHTEST CLUE WHAT IT IS THAT A FINAL SPEAKER DID.

so while the second speaker of the oposition was speaking, i ran through all the obvious points i could use and when i heard the word religion, i wrote it down. then i wrote a load of crap down in my book and talked crap during my turn. Ms. valerie beltran [yes she has a cool name.] gave us her review on our performance. apparently we all spoke for a really short period of time and we should make it longer and everyones points were all over the place. and i was thinking "aww we suck. oh well.". then, suddenly, she turned to me and said "but alyssa's points were very clear. i could understand what she was trying to tell me. her main point was there. you were the best today." and i felt this strange emotion that i'm pretty sure i havent felt before in my entire life.

it was , well i dont know what its called. but if i were to put it in a sentence it would be that-emotion-you-get-when-you-are-praised-by-an-actual-human-being-whom-you-know-isn't-being-the-least-bit-sarcastic emotion. it was so awesome. i felt so elated. and the best part is, i still dont know what my point actually was but who cares. it was there!

went to the dewan MBPJ on thursday.i saw a guy who was TALLER than JING XIEN. yeah and not just by a little. A lot. he was towering over everyone!!! literally. this may very well be the highlight of my week because like many other human beings, i lead a very boring life. then the gang and i went to jing xien and we like kacau-ed him a little. he was pretty confused for a while cause we were all excited about sharing our knowledge about mr insanely tall there so we probably sounded like a bunch of monkeys after a watermelon. but in the end i fully utilised my "I AM OLDER THAN YOU. OBEY ME" authority that comes with the being old thing. [wish i could figure out a way to get this to work on amanda sekbut. that's not going to happen anytime soon.] and he for some reason stood up, saw the guy and the look on his face was priceless. it was a mix between complete shock.. and well complete shock. then he was like cover face and sat back down. haha. so cute. it was like he was emoing because he wasnt the tallest anymore. poor guy.

saw the japanese student who's staying at gwee's house. her name is natsumi something. went to gwee's swam a little in icecold water. shes really nice. then we wwent to the pasar malam and bought 70 bucks worth of malaysian cuisine. which was awesome. and i bumped into kar yew. 10.30. man. that boy goes out late. he coincidently happened to push right in front of us and i was like "KARYEW!" like a mentally retarded person. the japanese girl was really cute then.

natsumi me gwee
man?
hmm? oh! yeah. ... man. [that felt weird]
oh...*nod nod* you know man?
uh. yeah. he's in my school. same class.
oh oh. *nod nod nod*
okay....
do you think blue is better...

she was so cute. she nodds so much. its so adorable!!! and she says everything is really cheap. which kind of if you think about it is unfair becasue to her its cheap and to us its just well "normal." and gwee was VERY random.

bonded with alice and tien yi and hui pin at physics tuition. we discussed the topic about the boy who was sitting next to alice who also happened to be the dude who pushed me off a bus. twice.

see, in primary school, this dude was like i dunno. small. but i was smaller. and as you know, theres this thing that goes "pick on the puny weaklings" ie; me. so he pushed me off the bus once, i scraped both my knees got on the bus and tried to wipe the blood off with my skirt. in my defense it was really dark coloured so you couldnt see the blood. but my memories must be a tad retarded because i remember waaay too much blood. anyways, the next week. while my knees were healing, he pushed me off again, and i rescraped them. a week later, i just fell off. i guess my bloody knees missed the damn road. and when i told alice this, she laughed and wrote in the school diary "conclusion:alyssa is NOOB." which i for some reason found to be extremely hillarious. and i wrote :"no. conclusion: i like falling off buses" and we laughed like the complete idiots we are. also the aircond was blowing on use and we were freezing."i miss feeling another emotion other than complete coldness. my fingers have forgotten what it's like to be something else other than a useless stubby lump of ice. they need their manouver ability." is that how you spell manouver? maneuver? manoover? okay well at least we know the last ones completely off.

ps: pizza is awesome! nd i still want that spoon.

we played some sort of game on the way back in the bus. it goes something like this. sofia and others name 4 people or three people and you have to choose which one you'd rather marry, kill and bang. [have sexual intercourse kind of bang.]. so jimmy had to choose between kath, me, tong and ama. well he didnt really choose anyone but i was thinking. would it have hurt more if he chose you to be the dead one or not choosing you at all? interesting question.

i'm awesoming. what are you doing?

my cat shines in the sun

know what?

i want to change my blog link. it's so lame. but then of course, id have to go through the arduous task of choosing a new one which would take time. and money and use up most of my already useless brain cells. and then id have to go to everyones blog and type "hey! relink please!! :D". ending with the obscenely huge smiley face and adding extra excalaimation marks where they do not actually belong. also, id have to pretend to sound excited like in one of those situations where people ask you "DO YOU WANT TO READ ABOUT POLITICS AND STUDY SEJARAH WHILE I SPEAK IN A REALLY REALLY MONOTONOUS VOICE?" and you'd have to be all "YEAHHHH!!!!" when what you probably mean is "god no! thanks!". well, that's what im thinking anyway.

so i guess that idea's in the trash.

right now, i'm "pest"-ing martin. and making him feel uncomfortable. miss that idiot. now i'm explaining how i have to spend everyday of my life awesoming because that's what people like me and about the entire earth's population tend to do.

man ive been at home so long that ive forgotten what it's liekto go to school. what with the new timetable and such. this sucks. oh well. a kids gotta do what a kids gotta school no matter how much he/she doesnt want to.

putting transformers on my ipod so i can watch it instead of doing homework. wow. i'm such a role model.

ive been thinking.

and you know what? my room needs more green in it.. and more posters. i need to get some posters.

Vampire is not a career choice

A car.

initially, i had something pretty important to blog about but along the way, i just completely forgot. whoops.

anyways, i'm going to ikea tomorrow!! and also, i think i may have to get a new printer. the current one always spoils... and theres this like huge line in the printing everytime. so yeah. nevermind i guess. but this means i have to draw the periodic table of elements on paper instead of just printing it out. which sort of sucks a little. oh well. and im still not really sure what to do. must it be on colourpaper or what?

wonder what manda's doing in malacca now... okay. and now i'm thinking about malacca satay.. mmm...