i must be insane. im looking at photos of food on the internet...
ughhh i think my new hobby is eating now. its like i dont even feel the slightest pang of hunger but i still walk out of my room go to the kitchen and grab cookies and minicakes and stuff. it hink this may be a problem later in life. or maybe i just like biting things. OH. finally a reasonable theory for biting my nails last time.. hmm..i saw somethign that reminds me of somethign i saw at the market last monday. okay i was browsing the awesome cheap things at the pasar malam liek normal people and you know there are beggars and whatnot. well yeah, i passed by this lady sitting on the floor and in front ofher she had like this baby in a cloth and was feeding it milk through a bottle and stuff. but the weirdest most freaky part was, the baby didnt look real, the skin looked so much like plastic and i tried to pretend i wasnt starign but i mean, i ahd to stare at it.. then right, it kind of wanst moving at all, i mean except for its mouth. but it just looked like plastic i mean lik EXACTLY like plastic. i mean, all the babies you see right, they look well, for lack of a better adjective, pretty much real and what not. btu this baby, PLASTIC! and the creepiest part was suddenly, the eyes tyurned and like stared at me. FREAKED ME THE HELL OUT OKAY. imsorry. i do like babies and little kids and stuff. but ohmygod. that may have beent he most terrifying thing i have ever seen in my entire life. .. im sorry i called it a thing. btu im sorry. IT SO FREAKED ME OUT. also, this may have somethign to do with the fact that im really afraid of lifelike dolls,you knwo the ceramic ones and such. and to prove that im not slowly going insane, my mum said "girl ah, the baby there looks very fake hor..." so in my defense, im not crazy. i mean yueah sure i have my quirks and all. but im pretty mentally stable..
somehow i started this post wiht pictures of food and ended with a creepy fake-ish baby..yikes.
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