edible googly eyes. [its okay if you dont read the last bit. its about a plastic-like baby and may seem somewhat off putting and freaky.]

i must be insane. im looking at photos of food on the internet...

ughhh i think my new hobby is eating now. its like i dont even feel the slightest pang of hunger but i still walk out of my room go to the kitchen and grab cookies and minicakes and stuff. it hink this may be a problem later in life. or maybe i just like biting things. OH. finally a reasonable theory for biting my nails last time.. hmm..

i saw somethign that reminds me of somethign i saw at the market last monday. okay i was browsing the awesome cheap things at the pasar malam liek normal people and you know there are beggars and whatnot. well yeah, i passed by this lady sitting on the floor and in front ofher she had like this baby in a cloth and was feeding it milk through a bottle and stuff. but the weirdest most freaky part was, the baby didnt look real, the skin looked so much like plastic and i tried to pretend i wasnt starign but  i mean, i ahd to stare at it.. then right, it kind of wanst moving at all, i mean except for its mouth. but it just looked like plastic i mean lik EXACTLY like plastic. i mean, all the babies you see right, they look well, for lack of a better adjective, pretty much real and what not. btu this baby, PLASTIC! and the creepiest part was suddenly, the eyes tyurned and like stared at me. FREAKED ME THE HELL OUT OKAY. imsorry. i do like babies and little kids and stuff. but ohmygod. that may have beent he most terrifying thing i have ever seen in my entire life. .. im sorry i called it a thing. btu im sorry. IT SO FREAKED ME OUT. also, this may have somethign to do with the fact that im really afraid of lifelike dolls,you knwo the ceramic ones and such. and to prove that im not slowly going insane, my mum said "girl ah, the baby there looks very fake hor..." so in my defense, im not crazy. i mean yueah sure i have my quirks and all. but im pretty mentally stable..

somehow i started this post wiht pictures of food and ended with a creepy fake-ish baby..yikes.

it wont freaking load :(

pity you cant really see it.. click it =D

i found this to be very funny.

why is it that no matter how much you eat you still end up waking with a nearly completely empty stomach and have to go rummage for food?

the milk addiction is back again.

ahhhhhhhh

i hope thats right.

so basically im doing my karangan now. this meaning im writing crap on my book and well, if you read it, you may think its a im a mental retardation patient who only knows the same phrase and therefore repeats it over and over and over again. yes. guess what happened.

12.29 am FINALLY!
someone who gets nosebleeds too. haha. i'm not weird. you guys are just too healthy! obscenely funny.

i have got to stop hitting the preview button instead of send.

the ipod. wowwww [alice's if im not mistaken]

ah. saturday. the day we stay at home sleep rest watch tv go online and other miscellaneous activities. the day we wake up at 10 or later [except for jenn who has tuition at 8. yeah . liek whoaaa.].

this saturday. we went to school.

but, it wasnt that bad. quite fun actually... except for certain parts. uh yeah.

hope elena gets well soon. oh and did i mention i found her on dev art? pretty cool. another example of how we're all connected some way or another. very amazing. she has these really awesome photo manipulations, [eyes] they are so nice. especially the newest one, that one was awesome. so in short, i basically went to her page, spammed it like mad. and then favourited almost all of her stuff. haha.

sigh. now the conjunctivitis thing is spreading like forest fire in our school. hope khei qi, hilman and um.. etc. get well soon. yeah. but ow. its so well i cant think of a proper adjective at the moment. but its like, we know we cant touch our eyes because we might get infected because conjunctivitis is apparently very VERY contagious- [ i actually dont remmeber what it is at all. but oh well. i just pretend i do] - so it makes our eyes seem a lot itchier and such. btu we cant scratch em.

got this from lyen's blog. re-quoted from barney [how i met your mother. not the stupid purple dinosaur suit. im sorry if i have a thing against barney but it would help if my nieces didnt force me to watch ti with them over and over again. ahh i hate barney.]

Jesus waited three days to come back to life. It was perfect! If he had only waited one day, a lot of people wouldn’t have even heard he died. They’d be all, “Hey Jesus, what up?” and Jesus would probably be like, “What up? I died yesterday!” and they’d be all, “Uh, you look pretty alive to me, dude…” and then Jesus would have to explain how he was resurrected, and how it was a miracle, and the dude’d be like “Uhh okay, whatever you say, bro…” And he’s not gonna come back on a Saturday. Everybody’s busy, doing chores, workin’ the loom, trimmin’ the beard, NO. He waited the perfect number of days, three. Plus it’s Sunday, so everyone’s in church already, and they’re all in there like “Oh no, Jesus is dead”, and then BAM! He bursts in the back door, runnin’ up the aisle, everyone’s totally psyched, and FYI, that’s when he invented the high five. That’s why we wait three days to call a woman, because that’s how long Jesus wants us to wait.

awesome really.


anyway, i think my post is relatively long. this is a good stopping point. oh ad on friday, the queen and i nearly got ru over by a very real truck.

take 27: talking with water still in mouth. result: FAIL.

hot air balloon

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

from sze yin's blog to mr saw's blog to elena's blog. hope she gets well soon,.


today was fun. nandos rocks. and the mystery of the black smudges, solved. =D

made hui pin say i love you to me today. man that woman is awesome. she actualy bothers to layan my kacauing her. PINNY IF YOU'RE READING THIS, YOU FREAKING ROCK.

chatted with an old friend today. surprisingly, it wasnt awkward. ;)

and ms chin ly en. stop emo-ing of i will bite your head of and get your dog to pee on it. other tha that, have fun =D

KATHLEEN POH IS SO AWESOME.

remember i said i went to the jungle...?

***you dont have to read my post. its completely random. but of course i'd totally love you more if you read it haha. of course id love you even more if you let me ask you the question haha.***

i cant believe she and i actually have the same type of thinking. ahh so freaking blow your mind aweosme. i cant believe it. i tried explaining the same thing we talked abotu today to lyen and our bm tuition teacher last year. they gave me the look that suggested i had a screw loose or something and today during add math class, kath and i were talking about random stuff,. but you know nto the kind of shallow random stuff. the deep space exploration kinda really deep important stuff like things concerning the universe and etc.

we started talking about the things we think about when we've got nothing to do like you know those times youre sittign i the car with a parent and dont wanna talk or make jokes cos it has a high possibility of ending in a lecture or something like that. or when youre sad or bored and your mind starts drifting off or something?

yep THOSE kind of stuff. typically i guess it began with the usuals

"omg did you know yesterday bla bla bla random crap. emanuel antonio!! my brother!"

"hahaha thats so funny hahaha. kambing bla bla bla more random crap. table! chair. bla bla bla"

"yeah yeah! bla bla bla apples!"

"uhuh uhuh bal bal blah"

yeah basically then it went on to the deeper stuff like "have you ever wondered what ppl were thinking about? like sometimes you look at someone and think what are they thiking abotu now. and stuff?" and we discussed that at length for at least 6 minutes. anyway, the conversation went to great heights and we were like "THIS IS SO AWEOSME. I CANT BELIEVE WE BOTH THINK THAT WAY. bla bla bla. the personality test was right!!! you're my soulmate hahahahaha." fyi you strange readers out there, we meant his in a um.. wait im thinking abotu the phrasing now. when we say soulmate we mean extremely good friend.

and then i told her my fear about the friend ship stuff when we reach college and stuff and ish. adn we like discuessed it and such. then we talked abotu google searches haha. and finally when we were quiet for a while i decided maybe i would try explaining what i told lyen and ms teh last time in bm tuition and see if kath got it you know.

all i said was "do you wonder if like people see things the same as you do?". and like.. she totally just quoted what i was about to say to my face. NO EXPLANATION NEEDED. i was so shocked and like totally okay i dont know. but i was so shocked i was basically like amanda sek at her surprise party. i like well, tears kinda came out when i laughed. its like "omg man." adn then i started talkgin to ppl, but i couldnt like.. well it was just so cool and i kept sayign soo cool. for no reason just cause it was. EXTREMELY... NO ONE EVER UNDERSTOOD WHAT I SAID BEFORE MUCH LESS QUOTED IT OUT TO ME. so freaking cool. honestly. SO SHOCKED.

kath better remain my friend for the rest of my life or i will so kill her :D. haha

i so cant get over how cool it is. oh i will start asking people about it. amanda sek didnt get me :( haha.

talking about reactions, what aould you do if i asked you if you were available and called you hot to your face? tell me. =D.

benn and jerry's

god i love ice cream.

wee shiens birthday! happy birthday mah mushroom haired sister. I HOPE YOU LIKED IT =D

school tomorrow.

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can you find your name now ?=D

movies i have to remember i wanna watch badly

 completely unrelated picture. but i felt the necessity to upload one anyway.

daybreakers

inception

cirque du freak

ju on

prince of persia

clash of the titans

legion.. or legions possibly

old dogs

percy jackson and the lightning thief

um crap. i know there were others :(

today.. was pretty damn awesome.

AMANDA SEK THE CRAZY IDIOT IS BAAACCCKKKK. woohoooo. and she is joining berjaya. you people. WATCH YOUR BACK.

ahh so great to have that idiot back. our seating in class is probably totally screwed, as well as the jadual bertugas [but nah it aint that bad] but who cares. my mei is back woohooooooooo. totally awesome. and today was also pretty great cos we ddint have to do any work.. other than moral. yeah.

gossiped with her and brought her up to speed on all the latest happenings and such. of which i will not reveal here. eheh.

ahhh i spent more than 12 hours in my pinafore today. did you know that the freaking turqoise is so bloody bright? YOU CAN FREAKING SPOT THEM FROM 50 MILES AWAY. well, i dont really know or remember how long a mile is but im guessing its really far so ill speak in terms f km now. -FROM 10.5KM AWAY!! and now it sounds less dramatic. what a pooper. mr moay kept calling my name in physics class.. i felt like a pile of glittery shit in a white room. not a great feeling. and tien yi gave me candy that tasted like toothpaste. but it was kind of pretty good. haha

I HAD PIZZA BREAD THINGY AND WAN TAN MEE FOR LUNCH yayyyy. pretty sure at least one of those words are misspelled but i dont give a crap. anyway, so i wore it at piano class.. which reminds me. i gotta download hitman. .. or hitmen.. ah ill find out. good movie. very cool. a lot of recognizable ppl. ahh i wanna rewatch avatar and sherlock holmes....

and to people who like to sneak up on you everywhere. STOP IT. im already like blur as it is. do you want me to spray water all over you???

just kidding. its kinda funny haha. unless i actually do spill water all over you.. but thats funnyy in a different way...

ahh back to the horror of english thesis. T_T

ps: thanks alice ;). and shit you tong tong pui yee. and amanda sek, glad you're back woman. and i think i have oatmeal biscuit crumbs in my eye...

it's happening. the school holidays are finally over.

experiencing mixed emotions at the moment. i mean yeah sure, i do miss everyone and all but... school reopening means theres going to be a tonne of homework and more simple yet complicated things that i will not be able to understand.

the last day.

man sounds like the world is ending. crap and double merde..

anyway, im wondering if i should have new year resolutions. i mean i'll probably never accomplish them but...ahh nevermind. im too lazy to thin of them haha. i want to download sherlock holmes and cram it into my ipod. avatar too. awesome movies. damn sleepy. dunno why haha.

school tomorrow mah buddehs. cant wait to see you! hopefully we aint gonna be doing anything on the first day right? remmeber cut your nails and whatever!