don't worry. i'm not even listening

i am so bored... what the hell am i supposed to do with myself.. amanda invited me for a movie on sunday.. but i'm not sure if i can go..but i already promised her.. ARGHHHH!!!! so screwed...i really don't know what i should do i mean yeah shure, i REALLY want to go but ms beh is in a really bad mood and if i flake off of something...T_T making decisions are hard.. no wonder i rarely make them...

...

does that mean i'm a PUSHOVER???

truly depressing

i hvae just received the horrible horrible news...
I HAVE TO WAKE UP AT 7.30 TOMORROW MORNING!! oh the horror. THE HORROR!!!! nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu... sigh... that's it for now..

hope the ppl who attend the concert appreciate the door gifts we made... ALOT OF EFFORT YA KNOW????

on a completely unrelated matter, I WANNA WATCH QUARANTINE!! and BOLT. and DIARY OF THE DEAD [or something like that] and um... well.. i/... OH and TWILIGHT!!! but i still do not approve Robert Pattinson playing edward. that is NOT right.

weird.... hey what isnt?

you know what's the bad thing about leaving the phone in your room over night?
1. the batteries run out so you can't really use it.
2.when someone calls you practically jump over all the furniture to get to the base and it won't be there.
3. when you finally run to your room, the ringing either would have stopped or you've found out the batteries dead.
4.then you'd have to run all the way back out into your mothers room and hopefully get it there.
5.that. is tiring. and it happens on a day to day basis.

i mean yeah sure, i know it's bad, and i know it's annoying cause hello.. day to day basis.. but i don't remember...T_T either that or i just get to lazy... damn.. i really suck... oh well that stopped bothering me last year. haha.

have you ever heard of a guy called yann tiesen?? well he's a composer.. and he has some realy nice songs... kenzo asked some of us to watch a video yesterday on youtube.. then, i thought it was a little weird .. i mean the video. not the song. the song is nais.. but now when i watched it again, the video just seemed really sad.. go check it out. oh and the charactors [seeing as they are in fact 3-d people and not humans] look really creepy. ish. i don't know. just go check.

yann tiersen [life is a song] or comptine d'un autre ete... yess it's french!!!^^

weirdest dream last night.. recently i found my old friends site and last night, i dreamt we went out.. it was very very weird.. and we actually had lots of fun... mind you i havent met this girl ever since standard three... which brings me to a question. are we going to have a reunion for the sri kdu people again next year??? i hope so!! then i can try to kick gary's butt at bowling again.. muahahaha. well actualy not really if i try to win, i'll suck.. a lot. as in gutter ball gutterbal and need i say more gutterball.. but when i get annoyed and well, give up, i miraculously get strikes. MUAHAHAHAHA. luck is an AWESOME thing. this is how i roll. hahaha. not even sure how that applies.

last night amanda and i were talking .. just cause.. and it seemed like she forgot how to talk openly and at that time i was fueled on CHOCOLATE!!! haha. and then we finally led ourselves to the subject of lyen and selena probably going to singapore next year so i was like..

parts of the conversation that i can remember.

"wouldn't it be great if we could go to singapore??? we'd like.. make new friends and like a whole new identity.. omg!! And on our last day here we could act like total nut jobs.. oo.. that would be FUN!"
"okay. i agree on the identity thing... but yeah. i was just going to say that.."
"haha. well i always wanted to like go somewhere new where no one really knew me.. cause when i was younger, i was like.. really quiet and stuff.." but it was true...
and when i said that. AMANDA BURST OUT LAUGHING. WHAT'S SO FUNNY??? what?? i'm so noisy now is that it???... ... ... okay fine. she has a point there. CURSE YOU AMANDA! I WILL FIND A REASON TO ARGUE WITH YOU AND WIN ONE DAY!! mahahaha.[okay i have officially lost my mind.... if i ever had it that is.] niways, off to piano class. bye^^

the home? overdue and incomplete report.

decided very suddenly to post some of the pictures that were taken at the home.. haha. too bad no one got a shot of hong ling and i standing together.. haha. oh well, maybe it's cause we were like basically hiding from the camera .

pictures i got at tze wei's site. of... the kids at the home.. they are so cute.



this is the "obama" // Roslina like.. hitting [haha!] on kenzo. he's looking at the window cause everyone was like laughing at him[well sort of anyway] and in the last picture he's actually sort of facing the camera cause everyone stopped laughing except for me and i was sort of in the direction of the camera..

why didn't they get any shots of Roslina hanging around me?? she was like staring at me for so long and stuff and i remember jie eu said something but now i have no proof of anything!! noooooooooo...

it's like we weren't even thee. actually they did take some pictures with me in the car but i look like a goon in all of them so i'm not going to put them up haha.

i feel childish[that's probably because i am]

today i saw a cloud shaped like an ice cream cone. yeah. from the balcony window. it had a cherry on top. haha...

clearly, this would answer the question " do you stare at the sky obsessively and point out oddly misshappened clouds?"

i gess some things NEVER change. got bored last night and started trying to remember my facebook pass word[since i haven't accessed it in like.. a really long time probably last year] and yeah. i still use the same password that i used in primary school. pathetic. haha. still. at least i got in. and since i was so bored, i started looking at my friends friends and i found like.. some of my old friends and best friends and guy friends from primary.. they look SO different. i spent about 1/2 hour looking at their albums. [i'm such a stalker haha.]

i couldn't find my old best friends one though.. sigh. ohw ell. what was i going to do with it after i got it anyway?

BREAK OUT!

was thinking about nothing actually and suddenly remembered this thing vuhnessie and i did at zozo's[EXPLODY BUTT!!] house last time we were there. everytime we couldn't think of an excuse we'd go like " i dunno.because" pause for dramatics and run our fingers through our fringe and toss our head back like retards "i'm//we're HOTT." i think that was the lamest things i've ever did with my buddies. buddy actually.. and i've done some pretty lame things.. haha.well that's just what makes me me. we probably looked like we were having seizures though.

so if alyssa clones suddenly take over the earth, just look for the really lame one and that'll be me. sigh. ah well.

AAAAH!!! TOMORROW[today actually] NEEDA GO TO MS BEH'S TO PRACTICE THE DUET WITH MEI YEN AT 9.00 IN THE MORNING!! THAT'S SO FREAKING OUTRAGEOUS!!! 9.00!! IT'S LIKE THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT. haha. just joking. i'll just have to wake up at 8.45 grab breakfast and sprint over to ms beh's haha. i'll probably make it on time.. i mean i live like... barely 2km away[totally an estimation. i'm not even sure how long that is haha.]then have to stay till 6 pm to teman mei yen..T_T.. ah well, it's still going to be fun.

we don't do any work most of the time anyway.

i'm being lame again!

a typical conversation where i go around annoying people. muahahaha.

lyssa likey says:
whos a pervert?[regarding her display name thingy]
*acidice* says:
guys
*acidice* says:
damn it
lyssa likey says:
who?
*acidice* says:
friends
*acidice* says:
damn it
lyssa likey says:
oo
*acidice* says:
pervert!!!
*acidice* says:
i cannot tahan
lyssa likey says:
gwee's got a BOY FRIEND!!
*acidice* says:
no
lyssa likey says:
yes!
*acidice* says:
no no no
lyssa likey says:
yes yes yes [determined to follow it through]